Today is my last full day in Cairns; tomorrow I leave at 7:15pm. The two weeks spent here have been some of the most enjoyable even though weather FROM HELL stopped us doing a lot of things we wanted to; I think it rained every day that I was here... That's life for you. I'm staying at my sisters place until Wednesday when mum and dad pick me up on the way home. I don't want to go, I don't want to have to say "until next time" again.

 

School starts in 8 days and I've done no study or homework. I still have my physics exam to sit and I haven't studied or anything which kind of sucks, but it's all good. It's going to be interesting to see what the school says about my eyebrow peircing. I'm not taking it out, I'm only going to change the bar in it, they better not make me eat their ears off...because I will do it.

 

These 14 days have opened my eyes to some of the brutalities of the human mind. It amazes me that we do some of the things we do, but I don't understand the purpose of them. Some things we think we 'want' or 'need' are simply extensions to what beautiful things we already posess; we get greedy. If there is just the one message I have stumbled across these holidays it's this: 'Cherish the things you have. Until someone threatens to take them from you or somebody already has, you don't realise how much they mean to you.' As cliche as that may sound right now, it's really true. Sift through the bullshit fed to you and you'll find the truth in a form like no other - pure. Unfortunately it's unattainable [purity].

 

Society in general annoy me. Their trends, their social grace; it's all bullshit. It's amazing how you can be so sure that you've come to understand someone, really but then to only have it all spat in your face. The things I say you may not be able to relate to...Yet, but trust me, one day you will read over these and know exactly what I mean. Who can you trust if not your friends? How many of you readers have 'friends' that you really hate inside? I don't understand why we do it. I'm spitting shit now, it's all my opinions but without my chain of thought, wowwy. I'm going to stop now, I'll write more opinions in a more composed manner soon but until then think about who you are and what you do, there is so much you can and SHOULD change.

 

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Daniel

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